“People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.

A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.

A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master...”
― Elizabeth Gilbert -

Monday, 16 September 2013

Gombalan

Pagi ini gw telpon kakak. Gw berasa lagi jadi manusia paling abstrak. Well, sebenernya gw lagi butuh seseorang yang bisa tenangin gw. Gw pikir dia bisa karena dia sudah sangat lama mengenal gw. Yasudah, gw telpon dia. Ga pake lama setelah ucapan selamat pagi, tangis gw meledak. Kakak kebingungan dan bertanya kenapa. Ga ada kata lain keluar dari mulut gw selain "adek capek" dan setelahnya tangis gw kembali meledak. Dada gw sesak. Lumayan lama gw nangis heboh. Gw rasa dia mencoba mengerti tentang keadaan gw. Makanya dia ga banyak berkata. 20 menit, setelah tangis gw reda, kami ngobrol biasa. Gw udah bisa diajak komunikasi. Dan di tengah obrolan tadi gw sempat di gombalin. Seneng? Boro-boro. Gw berasa di tampar. Tiap kata nya bikin gw tercenung.

Kakak : dek, pagi ini dingin ga??
Gw       : iya, dingin.
Kakak : Tapi ga sedingin hatimu dek.

Setelahnya gw diam. Hati gw dingin? Maybe. 

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