“People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.

A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.

A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master...”
― Elizabeth Gilbert -

Thursday, 23 October 2014

Berantakan

Hati gw berantakan. Sebenarnya dari kemarin sih. Tapi puncaknya pagi ini. Mmmph.. kemarin itu mr. Oke ada kirim sms. Cuma 2 kata. "Ok" . Gw asumsikan itu sms balasan dari dia untuk sms gw yang tempo hari dan sudah berhari - hari. Karena cuma 2 kata, ga gw bales dong karna emang kata "OK" ga butuh jawaban. Jam 2 siang, waktu gw tidur karna kecapekan dia telpon. Kasarnya, gw kebangun karna telpon dari dia.  Isi pembicaraan kami? Dia tanya gw terima sms dari dia apa kaga. Dia telpon cuma tanya itu. Nyebelin ga sih? Terus waktu dia tau kalo gw lagi tidur siang, dia akhirin telpon. Ga lama setelah itu, dia kirim sms. 2 buah sms secara beruntun. Yang gw tangkep dari sms nya sih, dia itu ngrasa gw males karena tidur siang. Menurut lu, kalo lu jadi gw gimana? Lu rindu setengah mati sama orang. Di sms ga balas. Berhari - hari ga ada kabar. Ga ada kontak. Sekalinya muncul, cari keributan. Sakitnya tuh disini bro!#nunjuk dada.

Gw berharap, dia rindu sama gw. Gw berharap dia bisa baik sama gw. Gw berharap dia bisa sayang sama gw. Ya.. gw berharap. Gw masih berharap.

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